Is it just to me or you too??

Is it just to me or you too??

Yes I am talking exactly about what you are thinking, does it even happen to you regularly. Do you also feel the way I do? Do you also make a lot of plans? Do you also end up sad realizing nothing is working out the way you thought it to be? And do you also end up thinking what can I do if this happens every time?

After a lots of preparation, lot of thinking, applying probabilities, thinking in all the ways possible – positive, negative, etc., but end up getting the undesired results or outcome. Whether it is in regard to your scores or in regard to your personal goals or in regard to any specific thing you think or plan to do. Why does it end up being against us and not for us as thought of? What can we do, I don’t think anything can be done; it’s just that we need to keep going and some day in some other issue you will win, and you will get the recognition. But mind you again, it will last only for few moments, and I don’t have a clear cut time line for this few moments it may be 10 minutes or a few days, it depends...

All I am trying to say is why is a human being not able to be happy and satisfied irrespective of what ever position he is in, what ever place he is in, once he gets something he is happy but soon you can see he is worried again. I can tell you, I am one of these people who are happy but don’t know why I end up thinking of a lot of other things. I might have got the first rank in the class and people keep congratulating but while all this is happening I am lost, my mind and thoughts are some where else. That moment of happiness for being on top has already left me in due course of time. Why can’t I stay happy with this good news for some more time? Why do I start thinking of other important things I have to do or accomplish even without celebrating the current moment? Will I ever be happy for some continuous period of time? Never know….

I think it’s the attitude of one to keep achieving, and to attain a lot of name, knowledge and goals of life which hits one from inside saying this is just one victory of your journey, so don’t stop here or don’t spoil your time on this, keep going. Decide your next course of action, plan your upcoming days, and evaluate your past performance to the standards you had set and just start, don’t wait for anything or anyone. You got to do only one thing and that is to keep going on and on until you are satisfied.

Sometimes I worry people would feel he is a mad guy, doesn’t live the life at the moment, is not bothered of other things, always keeps blabbering ye karna hai wo karna hai, jab dekho philosophy jhadta hai. But let me tell you, what one can do when his brain is tuned to it, and when one doesn’t like failure. Or when one thinks he is far below others and being low is a not his cup of tea.

Now I know I have given a lot of philosophical useless gyan, but yea it’s just an extension of what I am. And last but not the least I am happy the way I am and as far as what I feel is concerned; I feel this is the best way ahead at least for me, so you take a call for yourself!!!!
Any comments or confusion... Its ok, do let me know I am ready for the next challenge as ever.